It takes approximately 500 pounds to crush a human skull. But the human emotion is a much more delicate thing. Take suzy, my first real girlfriend. My first real breakup, happening right in front of me. I never thought it was going to be similar to car crash. I've slammed the brakes, and i'm skidding towards an emotional impact. So is this all my fault?

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It's funny what goes through your mind at a time like this. The two-and-a-half years we spent together. The promises we made. The holidays we took with her parents. The lamp we bought at ikea together.

It was my final year at art college. And in the weeks that followed the breakup, i tried to figure out what went wrong.

Why did we break up? It's funny, but when i think back now the reason seems so small. One day she's with me, and she's saying 'i love you, ' and the next week she's with someone else. Probably saying the same thing. So did she really love me?

What is love anyway? Counter-strike Non-steam Patch. And is it really that fleeting?

Forget about her. You don't wanna waste your time thinking about a girl that dumped you for a loser like steve jenkins.

She didn't dump me. Why did she chuck you anyway? It ended 'cause suzy thinks the grass is always greener on the other side.

She's always worrying about there being a better party to go to. Or a better boyfriend to be had. I just felt i could never make her happy. And then steve jenkins started texting her. How did steve jenkins get her number? It was a good point. I only imagined the worst.

I don't want to think about it. You need to go out with a beautiful girl.

A model or something. Well, because if you've got a beautiful girl on your arm, then you must be worth having. Women are in competition with each other, you see. Suzy sees you with a sexy baby, she'll think to herself 'if i can get ben back from that beautiful girl, then i must be more beautiful than her. ' sean's success with women was pretty impressive. Ask your mom.

The age-old question. What is love?

That's perfect. Adams here has given his time up for you. Don't you think we should show him a little bit of respect? I live in student accommodation not far from the college. It's basically a four-story concrete block housing some 120 hormone-crazed students.

This is the haunting period. The time when the demons of regret come for you. She stood right there when i said those words: 'i'm sorry. 'i don't think i can make you happy. Maybe we should break up. ' and that's when she got angry. Suzy, it's me, ben.

I was asleep. I'm sorry too. Do you think there's any chance we'll get back together?

I don't think so, ben. I think it ran its course. Besides, i'm with steve now.

Have you slept with him? I mean, is it better than. I don't wanna talk about it with you, ben. I've gotta go. To think about her now with someone else, it felt like all the oxygen had been sucked from the room.

After my breakup with suzy, i just couldn't fall asleep anymore. The more i tried to sleep, the less tired i felt. I was wide awake. I tried everything. I'd just become immune to sleep. I suddenly found i had eight extra hours. My life had been extended by a third.

I wanted time to pass quickly, but instead i was forced to witness the passing of every second of every hour. I wanted the hurt i felt to go away. But in some cruel trick of events, i now had even more time on my hands.

More time to think about suzy. Would you mind getting out? Just checking that wheel? I took the bus with no real place to go.

I watched the landscape slowly change as it clung to the last hours of sunlight, before leaving me to get another sleepless night. I started to read all the books i wished i'd had time to read.

With the extra hours, i even had time to reread my favorite ones. But she was never far from my mind. Two pounds 75, please. Ah, how much is it without these two?